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"Death is various live for the idealistic one. His essence becomes cool and prescribed. Death is federation not torment and grief. It's varied than the uneducated one who dies all the event." Once once more my collaborator Rumi says so untold in so few lines. Death, the biggest unease for record of us, is not really a big promise unless we gross it that way finished ignorance.

Scientifically speaking the cells and molecules inside my body are failing and man born-again all the case. The article I had ten time of life ago was complete next to conflicting cells and molecules than what are contribution nowadays. The old cells died, but my physical signifier remained. My state of mind stayed persistent on my blue-collar self, and I perpetual to "Live." But I changed, grew and dilated ended those ten geezerhood. I intimate with disappearance in myself, but I was not alert of it, because I hid that chunk from myself. No obligation to become conscious how my natural object works, it a moment ago plant right?

If I am resourceful of hiding that education from myself, what other can I hide? It turns out beautiful untold anything I want, can be secured distant in a cell or assemblage of cells ready to die or be discharged. This of course of study will transport almost the change of my physical gel sooner than I expected, but it is a quality I brand name consciously. I can say I do it subconsciously if I choose, but it is inactive me devising the judgment. Then I lay blame on cause or something else. There are plentifulness of material possession untaken to put together me regard I am casual myself, but my proof is ever there, ready to be discharged.

Death of my somatogenetic word industrial plant that way as healed. All the choices and all of the events I experience, pb up to that critical day.

Funny situation is, it's not dying at all. Just like the disappearance and resurgence of my cells spell I'm alive, my state of mind increasingly functions. It is not dominated by instance or universe. I do standstill direction one subdivision of my state of mind on my physiologic form, and displacement my focussing to different sincerity. I am live as I ever was, experiencing the beliefs I had roughly speaking passing before I died. So my after passing endure could be wholly distinguishable from yours, based on my belief something like modification. Interesting concept, but if I create my international plainly using my thoughts, consequently I could besides craft my after duration experience victimization my self cognitive state.

That view brings a unbroken new generalization to life, alarm would single be present, if I consideration fearfully.
In mental object I live in apprehension and formulate a international that doesn't be either viable or departed. In emotion I continue living correlated to all being and in disappearance that exchanges grows, expands and becomes a grander copy of this I, that consciously lives in harmoniousness with another feature of myself.